Hahahaha... Epic sial~ Buddy, aren't these funneh... Lololololol...

Ok overall it was naise today.. Only that few parts of the movie scared the hell out of me.. Lol.. Stupid snake especially.. I HATE snakes to the max seriously!!!

So cui.. haha btw our photos are uploaded.. Fast right, not like elton so slow~ I prefer the lomo effect pictures.. Naise max!

Anyway thanks for accompanying me for a short getaway.. Otherwise I'll be cra-craz-crazy soon... Saranghae~ Kamsahamida love..

向你低头，不表示我错了，只是我比较爱你，所以选择先认错，
听你说谎，不表示我不懂，只是我比较爱你，所以选择不追究，
你和他好，不是我不知道，只是我比较爱你，所以假装我不懂，
你不在乎，不是我不知道，只是我比较爱你，所以比你还在乎，
你要离开，我心中也有数，只是我比较爱你，所以不舍让你走...

两个人相处那么久了，你的心中在想什么我都懂，
有时候觉得自己很了解你，有时候却又猜不透你，
明明早就已经知道你葫芦里卖的是什么药，
自己却还是能想了又想，给自己无数个答案，
或许这是在给自己一个不要伤心的理由吧，
或许这只是不愿意承认自己并没有想象中的懂你，
又或许这只是因为我爱你而编造出来的理由...

不开口只是为了避免争吵，却让你我的距离越来越远，
选择忍让是为了好好相处，却让你一而再再而三地犯错，
留下来是为了美好的未来，可你始终都没让我看见明天，
我爱你就是为了幸福而爱，但你却只给我最伤心的回忆...

觉得自己好卑微，自己的骄傲不见了，
从前那个自信的自己已经不再属于自己的了，
放下了自尊，放下了自己，却还是放不下你，
放不下爱情，放不下你，却已经放下了自己...

别告诉我，我对你的付出你不知道，
别对我说，我对你的爱有多深你不懂，
是我的演技太好，还是你的反应太迟钝，
你可以不知道我的心中在想什么，
但你有没有发现我眼神中的那一股伤感，
再厉害伪装，如果你爱我你还是会知道的，
不知道只是因为你不曾了解过我，
不知道就别牵着我的手，然后说你爱我,
我不傻，但我爱你，我会愿意相信你，即使那只是个谎言...

Rrrrraaaaaahhhhhhhh~! Mad sssssaaaaaaaddddd but nothing could be done........... hais~

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts and we're never ever the same.

P.S. This is life and fate!

Dear bloggie,

Today isn't a good day for me. Work is a misery. Cover others work still will kenna from boss is just funneh. One person shoot on wednesday already made my day, this morning kenna from another two person.

Really had a bad day. I'm getting very emotional lately. Wth~ Almost cry for like three times, but manage to hold my tears.. Siao liao siao liao seriously siao liao!

Anyway cheer myself up cos i got free KOI milktea to drink and won a gv movie ticket.. Woohoo.. I'm starting to dislike those mummies who wanna matchmake their son can, i don't want means don't want. 我在疗伤中，不需要，不需要。。

Gastric pain in the middle of the night. Naise isn't it.. Serve myself right though.. No skipping of dinner from today onwards.. The pain can cause death seriously.. Not a naise public holiday too..

Sharing some of my beloved buddy birthday celebration pictures (cos the CUIest guy mr elton goh wan yu haven upload the rest) :

This guy is mr elton goh wan yu, the CUIest guy... >,<

So its public holiday again.. in the middle of a week. It should be a happy day, but i get shit from people. Eeeeee fuck.. Cover people's shit, still must kanna some from another person. I ONLY got two hands and one brain seriously!

Anyway.....

 



So called "Chio Bu".. hahahah~

Dear diary,

Human tends to dislike mondays.. I dislike mondays too! Its always busy on mondays, furthermore there's this sickly woman who took medical leave for 1 whole week again..

And eventually i have to cover her work as well.. But why i'm not paid for covering her lor.. This is serious ridiculous! I hope its only this week though, if it continues i will die swee swee.. Cos apparently i have to cover another person's work.. so can i have 3 persons salary.. Cannot take it de lor.. Arrgghh :S

Anyway, did a good deed in the morning by helping a blind lady to take the escalator and flag a cab for her! 好人会不会有好报？Always do good things but no returns.. Life is so unfair seriously.. End of throwing out.. Sigh~