I wish you would give me a chance to be with you... Only you and me not having anybody else.
I know its not right for me to be loving you but I just can't control my love for you.
I wasn't given much chance ever since we had this affair.
I don't know what are you thinking, why can't you just choose me.
Since, you came to me in the first place. I didn't blame you for cheating on my feeling.
I blame myself for not being able to control my feelings.
All the while, I've never felt love before until you came into my life.
You should know I love you more than anyone else.
However, if in the end I'm still not the one you wants, I bet I will be very sad.
Most likely you are just treating me like some bitch. It really hurts.
But its ok.. I will thank you for allowing me to have a feel  of what is love.
It has been so long.. and you are the one and only boy I love.
I love you so much so that I could give you everything.
I really hope I can grow old with you... ♡