Baby Pooh says Merry Christmas to you!! May you be in good health always.. Have a blessed year ahead~!

P.S. I worked so hard for that first kiss. And a heart don't forget something like that. Like an old photograph. Time can make a feeling fade. But the memory of a first love. Never fades away.

Loves always! <3

Cried whole night until i fell sick... Eyes swollen till looked like goldfish, but my beautiful make up cover all the flaws.. in conclusion nobody notices it...

Sigh.. really wanted to give up my life last night.. but there's just too many things that held me back..

I may seems happy but deep down there's too much sorrows and sadness to be said... Nobody will understands.. Let it be, let it be.. HAIS....!!!! ALONE = LONELY!!! All I want for christmas is to die!!!!!!!

I miss your kisses..
I miss your lips..
I miss your touch..
I miss your hug..
I miss your words..
I miss your heart..
I miss your love..

Sum it up = I MISS YOU! I LOVE YOU!! 好难放下！Every little things I do, hear and see will reminds me of you....

我就是你的 最佳女配角 没资格拥抱 至少能依靠 我只想要 在你的周围看你微笑 就已经 感动到疯掉 继续当你的 最佳女配角 趁结局没到 浪漫多一秒 我不重要 只要你得到幸福就好 不需要 谁为我哀悼 我自己走掉。

Dear Bloggie,

Ohh.. its my painful week as a female again.. so sick.. so tired.. i wonder do guys understand what we are going through or not.. lols~

Anyway, went to the newly open shopping centre at serangoon central - NEX with dad... it was so big, so crowded, so messy.. i bet its only in the beginning.. haha~

I bought a very nice and elegant mouse.. and 2 specs.. why did i buy specs?! ahhahaha~ its for me to wear when i feel lazy to put on make up to work... woosh~ mad happy... wahahaha!

After my first love. I built this suit of armor, so strong, so invulnerable. I came across you. Slowly my guard was let down. So vulnerable to pain and despair. A love so perfect, so beautiful, was the double edged sword. One side so sweet. So dull of worry. So full of love. The other so sharp of worry. So deadly with confusion. So overcome of aberrancy. They meet at the apex. The sword was the only thing, The only thing to pierce through the armor. Through the mind, the soul, the heart. The sword tears a hole. The sharpest of sides is numb to pain, The dull side brings a pain. A pain so excruciating, the pain unreal, the suffering so great. This side pierces the mind, the soul, the heart.. The wound lasting and irreparable. A pain never to leave. A pain that allows you to live but in turn, it kills the mind, the soul, the heart. A pain that may lie dormant, only to arise and hurt more than it ever did. But through all doubt and suffering, the love was worth the pain. The love so perfect so beautiful. Was worth the pain. Was worth the death of me. Was worth losing everything I ever had. Even if it was you that I lost.

I hate how I’m just invisible to you. It’s like I used to be your favorite, and now I don’t exist.

If you could, please remind me to never think of you again..

Never gonna see you again ever.. I'm deeply hurt knowing that i meant nothing to you, not even a single bit..

I'm just a fucking lonely soul living in this world that doesn't belong to me..

BAD: I wanna pluck pluck pluck my tooth... Feel so irritated, like some shit thing wanna come out but stuck halfway through~ Arrrggghh...

GOOD: My BOSS going on leave! Aisei... Freedom sia... No government at all.. One by one take turn to go on leave... I love it.. But but boss very bad, give me new challenge again... Contradictive lah~!

My dearest senior will be back on MONDAY! I can throw the reports back to her.. Wahahah~ Shiok max!! Don need to reach office so damn early to run run run reports liao... Aiiish~

Alright moreover, there's this Child Abuse Campaign thing on facebook...


And there's so many of them who changed their profile pix.. I like~ Mine is a Popeye~ SWEE!!!

Hey hey, what the hell.. First day of the month, i hate it.. So many reports to run..

And the nicer thing is im feeling so sick.. hot and cold~! But but the fugly doctor say im alright.. My gum swelling is not alright lei doctor..

Ahhh~ i have to wait for one more week then my senior will be back.. Thereafter i can throw out her reports back to her.. haha~ Although it isn't that difficult but just too much lor.. 12 reports to run using two software..

Copy paste export open and close.. Very messy de leh~ Piangs eh.. My salary is so difficult to earn.. Sians half..

And and and i really want that camera, stupid roadshow make me so tempted yet sad!!!! =.=

One thing to be happy is that my bosses are going on holidays.. 3 of them.. Omfg, mad shiok!!! Wahahahaha~

~EOM~