Sunday, September 22, 2013Y
I love you my dear boy...
I wish you would give me a chance to be with you... Only you and me not having anybody else.
I know its not right for me to be loving you but I just can't control my love for you.
I wasn't given much chance ever since we had this affair.
I don't know what are you thinking, why can't you just choose me.
Since, you came to me in the first place. I didn't blame you for cheating on my feeling.
I blame myself for not being able to control my feelings.
All the while, I've never felt love before until you came into my life.
You should know I love you more than anyone else.
However, if in the end I'm still not the one you wants, I bet I will be very sad.
Most likely you are just treating me like some bitch. It really hurts.
But its ok.. I will thank you for allowing me to have a feel of what is love.
It has been so long.. and you are the one and only boy I love.
I love you so much so that I could give you everything.
I really hope I can grow old with you... ♡
8:40 AM
Saturday, January 5, 2013Y
Unwell....
Had a sudden stomachache last night after taking med.. Luckily, the drowsiness helps me to fall asleep super fast...
So painful that I cried before dozing off... Sigh...
2:50 PM